Everyone loves the first day of the month. It feels like a total fresh start. After the past few months, I have finally cleared my mind of all of the muddle. September, I have decided, is going to be my month. My clean slate.
I have come to a decision to stay in the UK and give it another shot, as I feel like I would've failed myself if I gave in and moved back to Cyprus. Therefore I have chosen another path to go down. Hopefully this one works out for me and helps me settle in a little more.
As I now feel like I have a sense of direction, I do feel slightly more grounded. I feel like I have something to focus on. I understand Alevels are stressful, but I feel I will be able to deal with that kind of stress easier than the stress I have previously delt with.
Anyway, I have decided that September is my month. I did say this a year ago when I first started college ha, but that college didn't suit me, so hopefully this one does. September is my month because it is my chance to turn my life around, I guess. Make some changes and totally concentrate on me. Make some friends, study subjects I enjoy and like I say every Monday, get fitter haha.
